This is an excerpt from my favorite blog on the internet that I simply cannot do without. I love Jujumama’s perspective on common everyday situations, and how she takes it as an opportunity to grow. It’s a post about how loving all men in general will allow you to receive the love you desire from any man. Feminine magic at it’s best! Let me know what you think of it!
Wow! Last night I had a very powerful experience. The background is simple. I have a Universal Love in NYC and I miss him. When I was there this summer for the tour, which he helped me coordinate, we did not have a chance to “get together”. He is very busy with things in the city, and I am always busy with things for Jujumama. But that isn’t why we did not “hook up”. In fact, I was walking on Broadway and 28th looking for a dress for the event when he found me! Apparently he had called my husband to find out where I was. He came to the hotel, to surprise me, but I was on the avenue shopping when we literally ran into each other…
He helped me. As usual, this Universal Love is always helping me. He hooks me up with the right people, he cares about my career and about my happiness. He is so YANG n YUMMY! So when I exasperatingly expressed that I needed a dress and to have my hair done, he quickly showed me the places in the Jungle of the NYC streets where I could get everything I needed in a pinch! And then it was done! After my hair do, he came back to escort me to the event in his luscious SUV with black tinted windows and smooth rims to match. I was a lil late, but that’s OK. giggle…
He tried to do a few things with me, kinky things, that I could not do, would not do because of the show. I was late and nervous and all of that… and he was going to sweat my hair out! Damn! Thinking back, I should have done some of those kinky things, I should have said YES… had I done them, I would have been much more relaxed when I arrived! LOL! But I said NO, oddly. I believe this hurt him. After all, he was only trying to heal me and relax me… all men are trying to heal women when they suggest kinky interludes… don’t ya’ll know that? Some women get their panties ruffled over small things… Men seek to remove the panties and thus the stress!
So long story short. This man is a really good man. But, he didn’t come to the show because he had business to take care of. I suppose he could have told me that as a manager, he had to be in the studio with his artists that Friday nights. But he didn’t. And so not coming my show was a stike against him. And, I thought he hadn’t called me afterward, when later I found he had, several times. We were supposed to spend the evening together… but instead I went to bed angry that he “didn’t call me” and did not show up! Did I call him? No! Why not? Because he didn’t call me! (Old paradigm foolishness)
The next day he was angry with me… (continue reading)
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